Clear My Head

Pillow · 10-25-2009, 04:35 PM

jus a simple piece i wrote to clear out my head an kinda reliee a lil stress, lemme know wat ya'll think

Thinkin bout my life its a joke, shit i even work at Walmart,
its a false start i jus wanna fall apart
cuz i've lost my inspiration my light is now just a dull spark.
So i'm exposin myself showin what you ppl call "heart"
at the start life was sweet but now its seems its all tart.
I can feel the laughter within like its my final chapter again,
but this life with the devil is a game that even a pastor wont win.
These demons got ahold of me they're workin at me, smirkin an happy,
cuz they know i wanna give in but refuse even tho they're jerkin at me.
Workin a dead end job jus tryin ta get my bread up but its a set up,
cuz i get pushed forward then thrown back GOD DAMN i'm so fed up!
i try ta listen ta 2pac i try ta keep my head up,
but instead of doin better i get bad wheather,
an despite my tries i jus cant keep my head together.
Sittin drinkin smokin an thinkin,
but the Devil's got his eye on my i can even see him winkin!
barely blinkin back the tears cuz over the years,
the pain hasnt remained the same,
there's a monster inside of me plain drivin me insane!
Thinkin of my homie bein slain
even gotta tat on my arm but could afford the name!
I feel like i'm the one ta blame, i feel so ashamed,
cuz i feel less sorrow each year but the monster still aint tamed!
My will is weak but aint broken, an as these words are spoken,
the floodgates begin to open,
I'm jus hopin my homie dont see me steady toakin,
cuz i'm smokin an chokin till i feel like i'm fuckin floatin!
Tryin ta get away cuz each day brings dismay
an this May, marks the start when my insanity was displayed!
Almost 22 years ago i was born with this weight on my chest, an untill i'm laid ta rest,
i fight these demonic urges that paved my tests,
the glory of death an righteousness was lost to me,
i guess it was saved for the best.

Pillow · 10-25-2009, 06:41 PM

uppin some feed :D

Pillow · 10-25-2009, 08:09 PM

damn 29 views an no feed? is it that bad forreal?

ShawnDaDon · 10-25-2009, 09:38 PM

nah me and bunny had a collab with like a hundred views and like 2 pieces of criticism
oh btw i like your style and storytelling do u do audio

MagicFX · 10-25-2009, 09:55 PM

like ur rhyme scheme/structure.. you should record it.. good lyrics.

crazy_mofo · 10-26-2009, 02:14 AM

why does everyone give positive feed to bad shit???? why???

at the start life was sweet but now its seems its all tart.

what????

nigga i FART on this shit

Pillow · 10-26-2009, 03:56 AM

damn you really is crazy then rofl nigga i'd destroy you put away your keyboard an kill yaself ;)

but yeah thanks Shawn an magic, i do audio but its free/cheap equipment so the quality is pretty bad forreal..i been lookin for a beat ta record this too tho forreal jus for the hell of it lol

10-25-2009, 04:35 PM	#1
Pillow Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: a place Posts: 28 Repped: 0 Repped 1 Time in 1 Post Neg Reps: 0 Neg Repped at 0 Times in 0 Posts	Clear My Head Clear My Head jus a simple piece i wrote to clear out my head an kinda reliee a lil stress, lemme know wat ya'll think Thinkin bout my life its a joke, shit i even work at Walmart, its a false start i jus wanna fall apart cuz i've lost my inspiration my light is now just a dull spark. So i'm exposin myself showin what you ppl call "heart" at the start life was sweet but now its seems its all tart. I can feel the laughter within like its my final chapter again, but this life with the devil is a game that even a pastor wont win. These demons got ahold of me they're workin at me, smirkin an happy, cuz they know i wanna give in but refuse even tho they're jerkin at me. Workin a dead end job jus tryin ta get my bread up but its a set up, cuz i get pushed forward then thrown back GOD DAMN i'm so fed up! i try ta listen ta 2pac i try ta keep my head up, but instead of doin better i get bad wheather, an despite my tries i jus cant keep my head together. Sittin drinkin smokin an thinkin, but the Devil's got his eye on my i can even see him winkin! barely blinkin back the tears cuz over the years, the pain hasnt remained the same, there's a monster inside of me plain drivin me insane! Thinkin of my homie bein slain even gotta tat on my arm but could afford the name! I feel like i'm the one ta blame, i feel so ashamed, cuz i feel less sorrow each year but the monster still aint tamed! My will is weak but aint broken, an as these words are spoken, the floodgates begin to open, I'm jus hopin my homie dont see me steady toakin, cuz i'm smokin an chokin till i feel like i'm fuckin floatin! Tryin ta get away cuz each day brings dismay an this May, marks the start when my insanity was displayed! Almost 22 years ago i was born with this weight on my chest, an untill i'm laid ta rest, i fight these demonic urges that paved my tests, the glory of death an righteousness was lost to me, i guess it was saved for the best. __________________ Dont sleep on me

10-25-2009, 06:41 PM	#2
Pillow Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: a place Posts: 28 Repped: 0 Repped 1 Time in 1 Post Neg Reps: 0 Neg Repped at 0 Times in 0 Posts	uppin some feed :D __________________ Dont sleep on me

10-25-2009, 08:09 PM	#3
Pillow Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: a place Posts: 28 Repped: 0 Repped 1 Time in 1 Post Neg Reps: 0 Neg Repped at 0 Times in 0 Posts	damn 29 views an no feed? is it that bad forreal? __________________ Dont sleep on me

10-25-2009, 09:38 PM	#4
ShawnDaDon Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: Houston Tx Posts: 560 Repped: 78 Repped 87 Times in 67 Posts Neg Reps: 19 Neg Repped at 10 Times in 9 Posts	nah me and bunny had a collab with like a hundred views and like 2 pieces of criticism oh btw i like your style and storytelling do u do audio __________________ only time when you put ice on ya wrist is when it gets sprained/only time you get ya dick wet is when you piss in the rain/this a tragedy/you get burnt quicker than a calorie/aint this the same shit you pulled with cassidy Serius Jones

10-26-2009, 03:56 AM	#7
Pillow Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: a place Posts: 28 Repped: 0 Repped 1 Time in 1 Post Neg Reps: 0 Neg Repped at 0 Times in 0 Posts	damn you really is crazy then rofl nigga i'd destroy you put away your keyboard an kill yaself ;) but yeah thanks Shawn an magic, i do audio but its free/cheap equipment so the quality is pretty bad forreal..i been lookin for a beat ta record this too tho forreal jus for the hell of it lol __________________ Dont sleep on me

10-25-2009, 09:55 PM	#5
MagicFX Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: MN Posts: 24 Repped: 0 Repped 2 Times in 2 Posts Neg Reps: 0 Neg Repped at 1 Time in 1 Post	like ur rhyme scheme/structure.. you should record it.. good lyrics.

10-26-2009, 02:14 AM	#6
crazy_mofo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 156 Repped: 1 Repped 4 Times in 3 Posts Neg Reps: 4 Neg Repped at 6 Times in 5 Posts	why does everyone give positive feed to bad shit???? why??? at the start life was sweet but now its seems its all tart. what???? nigga i FART on this shit

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