im alive but to tell the truth it feels like im dying inside
infused with foolish pride i never shouldve let you go now im looking behind
looking into my past times memories shared with you i cant put my feelings aside
because with you my heart still resides and now i feel like i need a guide
because after you left i tried to forget i tried to erase you from my mind
but i realized that without you i cant continue and im tired of feeling blue
and you know these feelings are true... im tired of feinding for you
this goes way beyond a feins pipe dreams because even in my nightmares
your right there to make me feel better and only give me a light scare
i wish that you were still here so these feelings i could verbally share
at least through a telephone but instead im all alone
it feels like i been shot internally with the chrome
and it hurts way more than beying hit in the mind
because im dying
*on the inside*