I Gave It My All...... Forgive Me If I Failed You, I Did All I Could.



Look, Lemme Speak On The Real, Lost The Only Girl Who Made Me Care
My Life's Like I'm Looking Out A Window, Everything Seems So Clear
God Don't Love Me, So Time To Carve Out My Own Path In This Cold World
Monitoring The Stars, Tears Flowing, I'll Sit In Silence Utter No Words
As My Thoughts Become Mirrors, Reflecting On Those Gone Before Me
Don't Scorn Me, Insecurity Makes Me Feel Many People Deplore Me
Even Though I Gotta Close Circle Of Homies, I Suppose I'm Well Connected
But If I Don't Go Cop A Gun Or Shit, Then I Ain't Gonna Be Respected?
There's Times Where I Wanna Slide Away, Get Away From The Attention
Away From All The Tension, For Once When Trouble Comes Not Be Mentioned
And Even My Own Parents Tried Get Rid Of Me, Told Me I Was Useless
Now I Lost My Girl, So Like An Apple Tree In Autumn My Life Is Fruitless
I Won't Speak On Dead Family Members For Now, The Wounds Cut Too Deep
It's Half 4 In The Morning My Mind Clouded, Nothing Left But To Sleep
18 Years Of Strife, I Can't Do Nothing Else But Mourn Over Loss
Right Now I'm Silly Drunk, But Drunk Words Is Sober Thoughts


[Hook - Repeat 2X]
So Long, Goodbye
Tired, Of The Game

Let's Get There

And Now They Telling Me That Hip-Hop Is Dead And I Gotta Agree
But It's Still My Only Outlet, The Only Time People Check For Me
I Look To Pac For Inspiration, I Relate To How He Felt On "Dear Mama"
Now I'm Grown Up I've Learned Right From Wrong, I Should Fear Karma
But With Alcohol In My Veins, I Miss My Girl, I'd Give Anything To Hear Her
I Love Her, She Don't Know That, Maybe In The Morning Things'll Be Clearer
But I Dunno Why I Tell You This, I Suppose I Hope You've Felt My Pain
I Just Want Peace Of Mind, For Somebody To Relate So I Know I'm Sane
In A Christopher Wallace State Of Mind Cause I'm Ready To Die
But I Don't Fear Death Itself(Nah Never!) I Guess I'm Ready To Fly
Cause Just Like A Joe Budden Fan I Find It Hard To See The Growth
And I'm Worried Bout My Future Casue I Find It Hard To See The Hope
I Can't Step Inside A Church, I Think Of My Grandad, What He'd Say
But I Keep Seeing The Coffin, Like A Bad Record That Shit Replays
Afraid I'll Never See The Sun Cause Right Now My Thoughts Are Clouded
But I'll See You In All In Heaven, And You Can Tell Me How I Did


[Hook - Repeat 2X]
So Long, Goodbye
Tired, Of The Game

Let's Get There

I Did Everything I Could, Forgive Me If You Wanted An Iller Scripture
I Gave You My Life In These Pages, I Couldn't Paint A Clearer Picture
My Minds Been Tainted By The Thoughts Of The Devil, Honest I'm A Good Guy
I Gave It My All, I Shed Tears While Writing, Now It's So Long..... Goodbye